Is it ever the same? Like it was before drinking?
its even better!
today i get to watch my great nephew who is 4( but if you say that aroun dhim he will remind you he will be 5 in a couple weeks). iso far we've have a picnic breakfast out in the yard and trip to the park. lunchtime and break( because im old) and back at it. prolly gonna be runnin through the sprinkler, jumpin in the pool, water baloon fight...... TONS of fun! not sure how it was back before i started drinkin, but today its friggin AWESOME!
i really dont care how fun was back before i ever started drinking- its friggin awesome today and thats all that matters.
I am 2 weeks sober and have absolutely no interest in anything
its still early for ya and if ya keep smokin dope, ya aint gonna learn how to truly enjoy life and have fun. it may help ya forget about alcohol, extreme anxiety sometimes, doesnt seem worth it.