Day 6
Unlike Darkling who avoided going to bed for a good while due to the inevitable tossing and turning - I forced myself to the bedroom st 11pm.
I have had a broken nights rest but I’m typing this at 6am as I lie here in our dark room. So I’ve managed at least to stay in bed for seven hours even if there were long periods where I simply couldn’t drop back off.
The dreams are vivid and unsettling but also pleasant. There are not the blacked out ‘comas’ that I normally go through, which I think were much worse.
I know we all complain of lack of sleep in the early days but what we had before wasn’t sleep. If it was we wouldn’t have woken as the sick, shaking, foggy, wrecks that we were.
No - what we have now is better - we’re just conscious of our surroundings and the quality of our slumber.
Strength to all.
We will not drink today. You will not drink today. I will not drink today.
JT