Hey love....I hear you. You are dealing with way more than your stuff right now....that is NOT easy.
Nick and I have been through this. And we survived. And I can help.
It is possible to save yourself and still help someone else....I know your field...so I know you will hear this...all this codependency talk is big right now....sure....but in the real world we affect each other and there are strategies to love someone and help them without hurting ourselves...
one step at a time. First step is you.
So much love.
♥