"Alcohol ruined me financially and morally, broke my heart and the hearts of too many others. Even though it did this to me and it almost killed me and I haven't touched a drop of it in seventeen years, sometimes I wonder if I could get away with drinking some now. I totally subscribe to the notion that alcoholism is a mental illness because thinking like that is clearly insane."
Craig Ferguson
I read this today and I sooo agree. What you are thinking and feeling is part of the struggle alcohol do change your brain in such way it takes everything and still comes back for you at the end. Keep trying who knows what may happen along the way
