Quite right Suze. I started to notice broken veins on my nose and cheeks last year because of my red wine consumption. I think that feeling crap on the inside, and emotionally, is one thing but you can't run away as easily from the things you can see. Or the withdrawals. Nothing romantic or sophisticated about that.....
I'm quite happy with where I am but it's good to realise where the work is. I think I can figure this all out....I just need a little help!
I hope you are well my friend