I'm scared to tell my doctor. Im scared theyll write me off because I'm not being honest. I need human interaction. I put on a happy face while im there but im not. They are friendly people and it makes me so happy to go there and hear them talk nice to me. As soon as i leave the building I'm a wreck. I don't want to lose that feeling. Its one of the best things i have and loom forward to every month.