Life is harder to live drunk.
Learn how to live with your emotions.
They are very raw to start with but after time everything levels out.
Be patient.
The life you think you can have with drink is unobtainable in my experience.
Just a lie that your inner beast makes you believe.
Learn to know when your addictive voice is calling the shots and separate yourself from it.
Make the decision to never drink and believe it is not possible to live life even to have JUST one drink.
Living life sober is like being reborn in to a life that doesn’t have an end.
Living life drunk is like your at the end and can’t grow anymore ,just dying a long drawn out miserable death.
Make the decision to never have 1 drink and it will be the best one you ever make, that’s a promise.
Good luck.