I would love to have a loving family but that's not the way it is. I'm not even thinking about ever having a relationship again. Maybe it is possible but that's a long way away. I need to really do a lot of work if I ever want to try to make a friend.
I think I stopped drinking for no other reason than I couldn't drink anymore. I'm glad I stopped now though. It's been a month now since my last drink.
I know I can clean up the house but I just haven't been motivated enough yet. I'm still really struggling just trying to eat and make it through the day. I don't have much appetite but I have been eating 1600 to 2000 calories a day.
Did you get to the store? I do the same thing and buy what I can on sale. Burgers, steak, chicken, and pork is what I try to buy. I like liver and onions once in a while too. Do you like liver? I have only been cooking with the microwave other than when I made tacos. I'm craving tacos again just trying to get motivated to make them.