Old 06-26-2018, 05:58 AM
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birdie11
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Join Date: Jun 2016
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Thanks for the welcome back! Today is my new Day 1. There was nothing that happened exactly that triggered me to drink. It was just another round of the same old cravings that hit me back at around the 2 month point. Day after day, it just felt endless. I was just tired I guess of the effort of beating them back. Still, it would have gone away eventually. It was just dumb of me. Dumb, dumb, dumb. But I am back and I am committed to racking up those sober days again. I will hit 104 again, and more. I just keep thinking that I can be 6 months sober at Christmas. Anyway, I'm going on vacation tomorrow for a couple weeks so I won't be around, but I will be sober!
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