My sponsor told me if I missed two meetings then we would have to call it a day. He said if he missed two meetings I should fire him. He's in it to help me become a stronger person. I think you need to decide if you are serious about making your life a better place to live. If you are, make a solid commitment to finishing the steps and making yourself proud. You are doing this for you and nobody else so by sticking to the program and proving you are in it to win it, everybody around you also wins.