((((Mera))))
You have been through so very, very much and I am so sorry.
But you made it through all of that; you survived and you can get through and survive this, too.
Another rehab stay could be just the thing you need to regain and strengthen your sobriety skill, and regain your physical and emotional strength.
IU know that you can do this Mera.
As others have said, your boys and the World need you.