I am so sorry, Mera--but I am glad you are back. You have been a wonderful presence on SR and quite inspirational to me and many others. That feeling of being so tired is horrible and all-consuming but please fight it--don't give up. Maybe you could go back to rehab--do whatever it takes to win this fight. Your children need you. We need your goodness in the world. Don't give up. Wishing you love, peace and comfort.