I am so sorry this happened to you and please do not forget thing s happen for a reason. Meraviglioso means WONDERFUL in English...you felt so wonderful during sobriety...make it your mission to feel that way again. It is very dark right now but you can come back brighter and life can be wonderful again. Your children love and need you. Sometimes these things that happen to us make no sense at the time, but heres to hoping someday you will look back on this time and believe it got you to a better place and stronger recovery. Best to you...keep reading and posting...we missed you ❤