Originally Posted by Schizodoc

So I drunk this morning. I told myself that I could control my drinking but I've been guzzling 10 cans a day for the last two weeks. Once I start I can't stop.

I've just moved into my new flat and have been struggling with boredom. I'm not officially working and am in supported accommodation for schizophrenia.

I've already found God but still struggle with aa because I can't be submersible.

I'm going to try aa again but there are no meetings where I live and don't have any money left for the bus.

Boredom is a huge factor in relapsing and I'm destroying my health and making everything worse by drinking.

I just can't stop