Steve, Antabuse is a good first step. I was taking it for the first 3 months after my last binge and detox. It will make you sick for sure, and for me that was enough negative reinforcement to NOT drink. During that time I attended some AA and SMART meetings, which was a good second step for me. I have been in recovery now for 1 year and don't miss the poison one bit. Best wishes to you on your journey!