Thanks sassy and Gottalife. My sleep has been pretty troubled this past week. I think my body is still adjusting to not having the Ambien, but I'm glad I'm off of it.
Marijuana also contributed to my relapse. I started vaping in January for Rheumatoid Arthritis pain and I think it changed my mindset about sobriety. I didn't feel sober anymore, so I figured I might as well drink. It contributed in a less direct way than Ambien, but it did contribute. I need to focus on the internal reasons for my relapse and be completely honest and accountable.