I figured I'd start a thread instead of posting in each forum....
I must've let my guard down after making it through Friday 'cause I ended up drinking Saturday, which would've been the two week mark. I managed to visit Dad for Father's Day, but other than that I didn't do crap yesterday.
This song has been in my head and I thought I'd share it with lyrics....
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"Someday" by Godsmack Living with these shadows, separating what I've done
Chasing the illusions of who I once was
Too much time - Too many places
Different lives - Different faces
Stripping down and bracing for a change
A better life I'm searching for
A better life I'm searching for
Someday I'll begin to live my life
I pray I'm ok for now
At least I'm breathing, I'm trying
I'm reaching through myself for another way I can win
and live my life again, someday
Looking for a sign as desperation sets within
Boredom starts to blend into a night of sin
All this time, all this weather
Drink my wine, I'm no better
Everything around me stays the same
A better life I'm searching for
(Chorus)
Searching for a life I need to know
I'm searching for a part of me to follow
Too many people with their hands on me
None of which I really give a **** about anyway
Shedding all my skin to start again....