i cant win this
sorry i have been around for so long , i have been going to AA but am finding things hard my mental health isnt so great hearing voices and seeing things ...am sober but i dont want to be still self harming still hurting myself most of the time and mind ******* myself
friends are trying to help me but am on trail to hurt myself more and more i cant escape it i though i could improve but all there is is darkness or pain not one can understand unless there in my head and no one can do that
pain hell darkness i cant win this