I miss him like crazy. I’m just agonizing over whether to give this AA and new walk in sobriety a chance, knowing he could relapse at any time during our life together (then again maybe not). Or. Break it off now.
im not gonna say break it off, but ya already gave cutting back on red bull,coffee, and red wine a chance.
a few months later........
something that caught my attention:
I am not new to loving an Alcoholic, albeit it’s been years.
this isnt the first time you have had " instant chemistry" with an alcoholic?
or something similar?
it seem to me this is something common with codies: hear the words we want to hear and think that means "he/she is perfect!"
then comes the actions.
yup- perfect allright- a perfect storm.