Hey, Vinny.
You are telling this because it's important moment of your recovery - some ghosts of the past show up and you faced them and realized they don't belong to your new life.
I am just back from the utilities company and somehow I made a mistake, and underpaid for electricity, and they collected it and gave the overall bill.
I am just p***d off at them and myself. And above all because again I let some $50 mistake make me feel like I am inadequate and worthless, and can't even calculate my electricity bill properly.
