You are NOT a bad person.
We have all made POOR decisions, most while we were drinking (I am sure). I can speak for myself only. And 90% of my mistakes were when drunk.
All the times I felt like crap or like a bad person was from when I was drinking.
I would be around people I had done wrong, and automatically felt like a bad person because of all the guilt I had for the things I did wrong.
I no longer carry that around, I have accepted what I did, made amends or let that relationship go to better myself.
I believe in you.
You can be sober
You can live free from negativity!!!!