Long,
ime...I thought I drank out of boredom, but it was physical and mental addiction.
After a few days clean, the crave ramped up. I have brain damage from drinking. It is chronic.
The only way out for me was suffering. I never saw a Dr. or went to rehab...yet.
I am on no meds.
I suffered and suffered. I got better and better.
That is the way I got this clean.
Thanks.