Yeah, what fini said.
I had to make the decision to not put alcohol in my own mouth.
It is that simple. After I got through the first few difficult weeks of still wanting a drink all the time, it began to get easier. It's uncomfortable for a short while, but that's okay: it's actually good. It served to instruct me not to go to that place (drinking alcohol) ever again. If I don't drink, I don't go back to Miseryville and I don't have to quit again.
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