I don't know where its came from I was feeling great then this week iv been really down its just kind of snowballed from there. It's a problem because I am planning it and that's scary. Going to think hard about whether I should go to this concert or not. Iv got 207 days I don't want to blow it iv worked so hard. I hate this it's just knocked the wind out my sails. Wish I could just be normal like my friends but I can't.