I have to echo what Gilmer shared as well.
You and Danu are always welcome to SR
for sure.
Continue to communicate with your
sponsor and make the meetings you
can and come here to SR.
I am one of those who has always had
trouble with following the rules or authority.
In doing so, I used alcohol to numb me
so I wouldn't have to deal with resentments
which causes more harm than good. And
to deal with people, places and things that
want to ruffle my feathers or situations that
don't go my way.
Work on your recovery program first
to strengthen your foundation to live
upon for yrs to come, then maybe you
can start up your own meeting sometime
down the road where service dogs or dogs
helping disability are welcomed.