Originally Posted by OpheliaKatz

This pretty much sums up what I felt I experienced with my addict husband. First he was my partner, then a stranger, then a zombie man, then he was a monster. By the time he was a stranger, he was also cheating on me. What I didn't understand is how anyone could find him appealing in his stinky, dirty, perpetually high or perpetually withdrawing state. Maybe he got someone who wanted to "fix" or "help" him. Or maybe it was another addict.

They go to hell and relationships are a journey for two.