Bumblebee- I feel your pain and I'm sorry. I was worried about you with that pool party cause growing up in California I went to a lot of them and every single one was an all out drinking event. I feel like so many people have body issues that being in bathing suits makes everyone want to drink even more than usual. PLEASE DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP. Keep it in perspective. You snuck 4 beers in the bathroom. You didn't burn their house down. I understand the frustration and feeling like you can't trust yourself. I get that....just remember that you're like the rest of us on here....a flawed human being trying to do better. One day and one moment at a time.
Thank you for this. It mean a lot... I really appreciate it.
I’m feeling a little better now, then I was this morning. Just viewing it as a learning process.
It is Memorial Day.. neighbors are all out drinking, kids are playing. There was 6 adults drinking next door and I was offered a drink. Proud to say I declined.