Well calmself, I am definatley not just taking a break from depression, self loathing, hangovers, broken property, cuts and bruises, being argumentative, loss of money, loss of self respect to now go back to it
I know I cannot drink again, moderation will never be an option for me so sobriety is just a fact of life for me now, and a pretty darn amazing one at that
I have rehab in 2 weeks to go to to do the hard yards on the reasons I was drinking and how to cope with these emotions and understand them better, and more importantly how to make sure I don't relapse or ever let the AV get loud enough again that I listen to it.