I thought drastic changes in all avenues of my life that were potentially detrimental needed to be made to continue my sobriety. I get frustrated when I can't change something I feel I should be able to change.
Maybe I'm doing things slower than other people, and just need to move faster so I can have time to sleep more than a few hours.
I'm having a hard time eating fast. I need the calories, but eating 3000 cal in a busy day takes a lot of time for me.
Whatever... I'm not complaining; just want to figure out a sober life that still involves social outings.
I've relapsed so many times you're probs thinking "he'll fall off again", but I'm trying not to...