Meetings
Just wondering if anyone has problems speaking in an alanon meeting? I have been going for a year and a half now and still it's hard for me. I live in the city and meetings are large, once in awhile there will be a smaller meeting and it's easier. Also, I have a hard time reaching out, phoning people, and still do not have a sponsor. I have never asked anyone and still can't for some reason. I've been in my shell way to long and it's hard to get out. Fear or trust, I'm not sure, or maybe just used to being by myself.