A better question might be: what can I do right now to stop? Or: what steps can I take to stop me drinking? Maybe even: what can I do positively and proactively to give myself the great gift of sobriety? I’m pretty early into my own recovery, but I can tell you from both my own experience and listening to the very valuable experience of others (get good at listening and internalizing, too) that you have to be 100% committed to getting and staying sober. In addition, you have to have some support and strategies in place to use when the going gets tough. Which it will, but then, easy doesn’t mean desirable or worthwhile and alcohol is getting you nowhere.
All my very best to you; I really hope you can do this.