Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI 
Nothing would stop you from Trying again John. Just because it didn't work before doesn't mean it won't work now. Different time, different people, lots of things can change. If I could offer any advice about what I've learned in recovery is that you never know where you might find help so keep an open mind. That's hard to do when you are drinking, but I hope you can find the resolve to put down the bottle some day.
It doesn't have to be AA, or even a meeting - but you'll need to reach out at some point and let others help. Holding onto resentments and self pity won't get you where you want to go.
I hear you Steve, but I don't think it's self-pity anymore. It's acceptance for the things I can't change. I don't sit around moaning about the past. That's just a waste of time and energy. I try to stay positive, get involved in life and add on to what I already have which is a lot. John