Originally Posted by
2muchpain 
Maybe I'm feeling this way tonight, cause one friend died, the other moved away and someone in the Program for some reason has decided to no longer have any contact with me. Maybe he's moved on to a better place in his life. Now, I do have a friend that drinks and smokes weed that has been trying to get a hold of me. Something to think about. Everybody needs a social connection. Please don't tell me I need to get a dog or volunteer although they are great ideas. Just not the same. John
I'm guessing you are feeling this way tonight because you are drinking. Alcohol is a depressant, and if you are depressed drinking only makes it worse. You know the drinking friend is a really bad idea, that's just the booze talking. Dump it out and get some sleep - before you do out say something you'll really regret tomorrow.