Old Threads
I went back an read all of the old threads I started over the years, They brought tears to my eyes more than once. Not so much from what I posted, though a lot of it was pretty raw and emotional, but from the fact that every single reply I received was nothing but love and helpful suggestions. It didn't matter how drunk and incoherent I was, the love was always there,
I am not a person who accepts love, I don't deserve it. (at least that is how I feel) but the outpouring of love and personal concern from people who do not know me at all was...I really don't have the words to describe it,
For what it matters, I am still "in the wind". I go to see my son on the 16th, so will definitely have my act together. I always pull it together when he is around. We are going to the Thursday night double feature of Deadpool and Deadpool2 I can think of no better father son bonding.
The RR book is coming next week. I am interested to learn more about "The Big Plan" It sounds completely impossible to me, but at the same time incredibly empowering if I can somehow find a way to make it work in my life.
I'm going to be ok, not going off the deep end too much, Hopefully next time we talk I'll have a little time under my belt.
Thanks so much for all the love ans support you have provided over the years. It has meant so much to me!! Take care