Originally Posted by
venuscat 
oh God sweetheart.....first of all I love you. You are brave and strong and wonderful. Yes, you made the right decision. All of the right decisions....and damn this is tough.....when the person who feels like the piece of crap that they are projects and throws all of that in your face.....no.....just no...
And damn straight we don't drink over that. Give that more power??? Nuh uh.
The steps are hard. My fourth took me apart. Badly. I am here for you as an AA as well as your SR friend. I am AA program all the way....big time.
Not very organised....just emotional on your behalf....and as your friend.
Mostly....support....you are doing AMAZINGLY WELL. Do not let anything derail you sweet girl.
♥♥
Thank you so much!!!
I have tried all day, without success to not allow others to dictate my feelings. Renting space in my mind. It's all so fresh as I work step 4, all the crap I've done and what my part was in it. I'm also looking at what his part was. I can't blame him for being made, I can only blame myself for allowing him to ruin a perfectly beautiful day. I did not 1 thing on my to do list. I sat and stewed on it all day, still am. Still trying not to, but not hard enough. My paints are packed away which is a huge outlet. WA WA waaaaaaaaaaaa...
Thank you, love you so much. Your support is greatly appreciated and much respected!