Back Again...
I’m embarrassed to report that I’m back... I lasted a solid 8 months before falling off the wagon during the spring of 2014. It was fun times for awhile and everyone at the bars sure “missed me”. I’ve been binge drinking 5-7 nights a week for these last 4 years. Drink till I’m drunk, drive home drunk, and then drink some more until I pass out. Since relapsing, I gained all the weight back I had lost while sober, I feel like garbage all the time because my hangovers last days, I’ve associated with degenerates, and I’ve blown thousands of hard earned dollars gambling while drunk. I logged in a short time ago and read my original story from 2013. I sure wish I wouldn’t have slipped way back then... I sure feel like a loser right now. I’m 4 days sober today.