It is scary but I really want this, I dont want to have this daily internal struggle anymore when life is already so hard!
I want to be strong, mindful, healthy, happy and present.
I poured it all out, it was a lot... but its done and I can move forward.
I need to learn how to stop viewing alcohol as a reward and something deserved, celebratory, and as a means to relaxation and fun.
I'm a work in progress.
But the booze is gone and I feel lighter already.
