Good news, Snooz. And yes- the schizophrenic weather was windy yesterday. Perhaps it may rain consistently enough for the ground not to look dry after 15 minutes.
I went to my 3rd ACA meeting..a different focus, this one. We have a workbook with very CBT based questions...every one shares about experiences relevant to this. The main things that popped up were isolating to cope...and when does being alone turn from a sanctuary into a prison. I am learning a lot, through reflection. Will keep going.