At a loss
I don't know what to do. I've tried everything (therapy, AA, distracting myself, new hobbies, new friends , etc) and nothing works permanently. I can go a certain period of time, 2 weeks, a month, etc without drinking but I always fall back into it. I can control myself a lot when I'm out and making it seem like I'm not an alcoholic, but my significant other knows my past and it's tearing us apart. My significant other threatened to leave me last night if I don't get this under control. I just don't think I can. I have no idea what to do.