Hi Horn, firstly congratulations on quitting and reaching day 6.
That does sound like a tough domestic situation and I completely understand how you would miss your children, I missed mine too.
The thing is you have to allow yourself more sober time to really understand your own situation and also to see how your family react to you as a consistently sober person. It's possible thattheir attitude towards you might change too after a couple of months and if they don't then at least you would be much better placed mentally to decide what to do next.
Do you have any way of contacting your children and letting them know how you are feeling?