Good for you posting BEFORE. I did yesterday and I'm really glad I did. Play the tape forward, Nowsthetime. It will be a matter of time before you're right where you left off before you quit. You are not going to drink today!!! ODAAT (One Day At A Time). Regarding work: You're a competent and knowledgeable person. You can fix it! Hang in there. Enjoy your alcohol free dinner.