You’re right. It’s so not normal behavior to go banging on the door of a house where you know there are drugs and people getting high. This has made me crazy. I have been better this last month and of course I have no choice but to stay away now that he is in jail. I don’t think I’ve ever been through anything as difficult as this. My mother has told me how weak I am because I keep letting him back in but I don’t think anyone can understand what this is like unless you’ve been through it. Thanks for listening.