Morning!
Yesterday the volcano of resentful angry Mount Jojo blew yesterday. It blew big. I won't bore you with why (selfish unhelpful kids and bf et etc) but my god I was utterly out of control. I craved an "out" with an intensity it was awful.
The good news is I didn't drink.
The bad news is I'm in this Grounhog Day thing where the same thing sets me off again and again.
Will it end up on a drink one day?
Will I ever learn how to cope when I can't control others?
Why is adulting so hard?
Ugh!
Snowed in today again. I'm going to enjoy my girls. They're a great antidote to everything.
Have a lovely day ❤❤❤❤❤❤