Quitnow4, we are here for you! You can do this. Don't get sucked back in or think that since you blew it already you might as well keep blowing it. That's what I did for a week or so. No fun. Can you spend your alone nights doing something that will actually nourish your body and spirit instead?
One thing I realized while drinking this time around is that it just isn't any fun any more. I barely even get a buzz from drinking and the guilt and shame cast such a shadow on the experience even without the hangover. When I pick up the first drink, I am chasing that buzz I had as a teenager when I first drank. But that buzz doesn't exist for me anymore.