Stuck in a Depressive Cycle
I feel I know what to do, but cannot get myself to do it. I don't even know what to say about my situation as it's very conplex.
I've been working so hard to hold things together but I can't get my mind moving to do what I need to.
I feel like I am just doing enough not to fall apart. Yet, at times putting g to much pressure on myself giving the situtaiin I'm in.
I have come so far, and all while 92 days clean and sober. It's not enough to keep things right.