Hi Blondescorp
sorry you drank but at least you uncovered a weakness in your recovery plan. If you find yourself self conscious about being a non drinker, thats definitely something to work on.
Maybe social occasions involving alcohol should be on the backburner for now?
There are some great ideas for a recovery action plan here
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ery-plans.html (Psst...wanna know why I'm always recommending recovery plans?)
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