Thanks for your thoughtful replies, sorry for taking so long to get back. Just been feeling pretty low energy lately.. I try to be grateful for the job I have now but it's pretty draining having to fake social interactions all the time, avoid getting sucked into personal drama, dealing with drunks constantly and just generally being surrounded by a lifestyle I want nothing to do with anymore.
I am feeling anxious about the future but have set a goal to go in and talk with my brokerage by the end of the month. Cause somethings gotta give and it's not going to be my sobriety. I know with real estate it will take time and effort to get things off the ground (and there's no guarantee it will even be worth the effort) but what do I have to lose by trying it at this point really..