Eauchiche
Amen!
I have been cleaning my house today and getting so much done. While this isn't over yet, there is something energizing about just not caring anymore.
Or rather - having run out of energy to "save her", I am shifting the focus (like it is supposed to be) on saving myself. Not angry, not upset, just not playing anymore.
And I am thinking that the running out of energy is the loss of motivation that occurs when I wake up and realize I am trying to nail jello to the wall. Just not worth the effort because it just doesn't work.
thanks for your thoughts!