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Old 03-02-2018, 09:32 PM
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Rungirl2018
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Originally Posted by kim82 View Post
How long have you been drinking?
So glad you’re here and talked to your husband. Pray he’s supportive.

Drank like an idiot for a couple of years in high school. Didn’t drink in undergrad. Played sports. Started my love affair during early years of unhappy marriage, at about 27. Quit for a year at 29, then began again until this past Monday.

Have wanted to stop for so very long but couldn’t see a way out—no time for AA during the week. Certainly no time for rehab. I like this forum so so much because I can access it when I need it, any time.

I watched a movie tonight sober for the first time in a really long time and talked about it after because I followed the plot—it was so much more fun! I also got up and walked my dog in the cool morning. It was breathtaking, like a return to my whole self. I have this excitement and spunk about life again. I see beauty and miracles again. This is so much better than living the other way—like a prisoner. Yay liberation from bondage!!

You can do this.
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