Old 03-01-2018, 05:57 AM
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D122y
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Location: Soberville, USA
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Mic,

I don't give advice anymore, I tell stories. It works for me.

When I was 28 I quit once for 8 months. It was so easy I started up again. Big mistake.

The internet, and sr, saved my life.

I use this for my aa meetings. I went to a bunch and didn't do that well.

My fault is the best answer.

I use sr to remind me and keep myself accountable.

I have some rewiring going on from my drinking or whatever and I know if I drink again, it will get worse.

All drinking really does...imo...is alter my analysis ability and put me in a euphoric state as long as i stay drunk. I develop tolerance, like any medication. So i drink more and more.

That is why some folk overdose etc.

For me...It is all science. I know a quick way to turn off my analysis is booze.

I try to forget the negative consequences. Sr reminds me.

There is more, but I have said enough for now.

Thanks.
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